the JoY of Letting Go

May 3rd, 2006

It's been exactly a year since me and him broke up...many things happened and many lessons i've learned that changed me and made me who i am today...
And since a year ago I never stop thinking, hoping & praying for him, me and us...
I've always thought that he's the one for me..That this so called "break up" was only for temporary purposes to prepare ourselves to become a mature couple in Christ in the future

For quite momment I pray with sadness and tears..But when I draw myself closer to God, I start to know that this "breaking up" is a time for me to prepare myself to be a better person, a responsible woman of God, a good wife and a good mom according to God's standard...

I'm not trying to promote myself nor to make people pitty on me...It is hard for me to share this..But I wanna share the Joy of Letting Go someone dear to my heart... Letting go doesn't always mean forgetting or ignorance..It's about Believing in God's promisess that everything in life happened for God's beautiful purposes..

Just this Sunday (30th April 2006), very early in the morning, I recieved a news from him that he was with someone else now...When I heard that, I was sad...But I thank God coz at that moment God gave me strength to smile and be happy for him... The same early morning as I pray, I felt joy, peace and relief beyond words because I know that God will only give me the best

Friends, I know it is hurting if we can't be with someone that we love, it is paiful to lose...
But if you didn't let go, you'll never know the joy you can find when you put your beloved one and your hurt onto God's Altar...you'll find true happiness & peace in Him
Keep on believing & hold on tight to God's promisess coz He never fails

For I know the thoughts that I think

toward you, says the Lord, thoughts

of peace and not of evil, to give you

a future and a hope

(Jeremia 29: 11)

But as it is written:

"Eyes has not seen, nor ear heard,

Nor have entered into the heart of man

The things which God has prepared

for those who love Him"

(1 Chorinthians 2: 9)

We'll be well my friends...